Ever since Old Girl Of The North Country linked to the poem Encounter by Czeslaw Milosz a few weeks ago, I've been trying to trace a poem of his called Eyes which impressed me so much when I first read it. It wasn't in New and Collected Poems 1931-2001. Finally and only yesterday I tracked it down in an old file of newspaper cuttings and reviews. I'd cut it out from a newspaper and filed it so randomly it had proved almost impossible to locate. An admission I shouldn't be making as an ex-librarian. Anyway, I read it through and liked it as much as I did when I first read it. Here it is.
Eyes
My most honourable eyes, you are not in the best of shape.
I receive from you an image less than sharp.
And if a colour, then it's dimmed.
And you were a pack of royal greyhounds once,
With whom I would set out in the early mornings.
My wondrously quick eyes, you saw many things,
Lands and cities, islands and oceans.
Together we greeted immense sunrises
When the fresh air set us running on trails
Where the dew had just begun to dry.
Now what you have seen is hidden inside me
And changed into memories and dreams.
I am slowly moving away from the fairgrounds of the world
And I notice in myself a distaste
For the monkeyish dress, the screams and drumbeats.
What a relief. To be alone with my meditation
On the basic similarity in humans
And their tiny grain of dissimilarity.
Without eyes, my gaze is fixed on one bright point,
That grows large and takes me in.
It's from the posthumous collection Second Space: New Poems and translated most readably as usual by Robert Hass. It must have been written when Milosz's eyesight was failing just before his death in 2004 at the age of 93. I find moving the dignified way in which Milosz deals with his approaching blindness. This poem has some personal resonances for me: my own father turns 90 this month; our next door neighbour is a remarkable lady of 97 whose own eyesight is now rapidly failing; and, in a much more minor way, a few years ago, after I'd experienced a flashing light in my right eye, some of the jelly-like vitreous humour detached itself from the retina. Since then I've had to put up with a flotilla of irritating floaters permanently swimming round the eyeball. I asked the opthalmologist if they would dissolve and disappear. She blithely replied they probably wouldn't - and it was likely I'd get more of them. Ah, the remorseless ageing process! Hardly a serious medical trauma compared with most eye problems I know - but annoying nonetheless. The brain is supposed to get used to them and eventually not "see" them, but I haven't managed to trick mine into doing that yet.
Eyes
My most honourable eyes, you are not in the best of shape.
I receive from you an image less than sharp.
And if a colour, then it's dimmed.
And you were a pack of royal greyhounds once,
With whom I would set out in the early mornings.
My wondrously quick eyes, you saw many things,
Lands and cities, islands and oceans.
Together we greeted immense sunrises
When the fresh air set us running on trails
Where the dew had just begun to dry.
Now what you have seen is hidden inside me
And changed into memories and dreams.
I am slowly moving away from the fairgrounds of the world
And I notice in myself a distaste
For the monkeyish dress, the screams and drumbeats.
What a relief. To be alone with my meditation
On the basic similarity in humans
And their tiny grain of dissimilarity.
Without eyes, my gaze is fixed on one bright point,
That grows large and takes me in.
It's from the posthumous collection Second Space: New Poems and translated most readably as usual by Robert Hass. It must have been written when Milosz's eyesight was failing just before his death in 2004 at the age of 93. I find moving the dignified way in which Milosz deals with his approaching blindness. This poem has some personal resonances for me: my own father turns 90 this month; our next door neighbour is a remarkable lady of 97 whose own eyesight is now rapidly failing; and, in a much more minor way, a few years ago, after I'd experienced a flashing light in my right eye, some of the jelly-like vitreous humour detached itself from the retina. Since then I've had to put up with a flotilla of irritating floaters permanently swimming round the eyeball. I asked the opthalmologist if they would dissolve and disappear. She blithely replied they probably wouldn't - and it was likely I'd get more of them. Ah, the remorseless ageing process! Hardly a serious medical trauma compared with most eye problems I know - but annoying nonetheless. The brain is supposed to get used to them and eventually not "see" them, but I haven't managed to trick mine into doing that yet.
